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<<つなぐ手と手>> --- Hey! Say! JUMP
(from 2nd album <<JUMP WORLD>>)

つなぐ手と手の感覚も
tsunagu te to te no kankaku mo
歩く足と足のリズムも
aruku ashi to ashi no RHYTHM(rizumu) mo
誰にも真似できないような
dareni mo mane dekinaiyouna
2人だけのスタイルになる
futari dake no STYLE (sutairu) ni naru
たまにボクより君の方が
tamani boku yori kimi no hou ga
男らしくあったりもして
otokorashiku attarimoshite
誰かが何と言おうとも
dareka ga nanto ioutomo
2人だけの決め事になる
futari dake no kimekoto ni naru

時が流れ 年をとった2人が
toki ga nagare toshi wo totta futari ga
飽きもしないで日々を繰り返すんだよ
akimoshinaide hibi wo kurikaesundayo
笑ったり  怒ったり  泣いてみたり
warattari  okottari  naitemitari

きっと僕らは互いの弱さを知るからこそ
kitto bokura wa tagai no yowasa wo shirukarakoso
手をつなぎあうのだろう
te wo tsunagi aunodarou
どんなときでも 離さないことが
donna toki demo  hanasanai koto ga
本当の強さだと 教えられた
hontou no tsuyosadato  oshierareta

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TRANSLATION:

<<Holding Hand in Hand>>
No matter it's the feeling of us Hand in Hand
(or) the Rhythm of us walking (together) step by step
Nobody else can ever imitate that
The Style which only belongs to the 2 of us
Sometimes it's you rather than me
who can get more manly 
No matter whoever says whatever
It'll just become what can only be decided between the 2 of us

Time is flying. The 2 of us who have grown older
Back to the old days which we never get tired of or be worried
Sometimes we Laugh   Sometimes we get angry  Sometimes we cry

Surely we understand each other's weaknesses with no doubt
Probably that's why we hold onto each other's hand
Never letting go whenever whenever
This is what has taught me what is real strength.
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This is a very warm & cosy song.
I am sorry I just did rough translation which probably spoiled the feelings of the original lyrics...
Anyway, please support JUMP and go order their upcoming 2nd album if you haven't =3=

Thank you for reading (:
 
 
Current Location: JUMP World
Current Mood: touchedtouched
Current Music: つなぐ手と手- Hey!Say!JUMP
 
 
 
stevenica
Hey~ I have typed up the romaji & kanji lyrics of JUMP's new song~
So much fun singing along to this cheerful upbeat song <3 Enjoy~

<<愛ing~アイシテル>> Hey!Say!JUMP

ビビっと
bibitto
愛が 愛が 全身走って
ai ga ai ga zenshin hashitte
抱きしめたいよ 君を
dakishimetai yo kimi wo
まるごと 愛を 愛を
marugoto ai wo ai wo
存分にどうぞ
zonbun ni douzo
君だけに 今すぐ
kimi dake ni imasugu
結ばれる 運命ってこういうの
musubareru unmeitte kou iu no
なんか分かるんだ
nanka wakarunda
(さあ) 想うまま 描いていこ
(saa) omoumama egaite iko
(そう) 未来まで
(sou) mirai made
(愛ing)‐アイシテル‐
aishiteru


(なんで) ふざけてばっか
(nande) fuzakete bakka
(なんで) 無口なシャイガール
(nande) mukuchi na SHY GIRL
(接点) なんてなかった
(setten) nante nakatta
あの日の僕ら
anohi no bokura
イエーイ!
YAY!

いつも急に
itsumo kyuu ni
話をふったリアクション
hanashi wo futta REACTION
驚く顔 見たかった
odoroku gao mitakatta
見てたかった
mitetakatta
今も(キラリ) 思い(出すよ)
ima mo (kirari) omoi (dasuyo)
夕暮れ二人
yuugure futari
言葉(もなく) 優しい(風に)
kotoba (monaku) yasashii (kaze ni)
触れるように手を握った
fureru youni te wo nigitta

ココロが
kokoro ga
愛で 愛で 満杯になって
ai de ai de manpai ni natte
抱きしめたいよ 君を
dakishimetai yo kimi wo
もぎたて 愛を 愛を 存分にどぞ
mogitate ai wo ai wo zonbunni douzo
君だけに 向かうよ
kimidake ni mukauyo

手を繋ぐ「温度」愛しいよ
te wo tsunagu "ondo" itoshii yo
絶対離さない
zettai hanasanai
(さあ) 育ててこう 倍にして
(saa) sodatetekou bainishite
(そう) 未来ごと
(sou) mirai goto
(愛ing)‐アイシテル‐
aishiteru

想像だけじゃ
souzou dakejaa
追いつかない(2人の未来)
oitsukanai (futari no mirai)
予測不可能!
yosoku fukanou!
臨むところ!
nozomu tokoro!

「愛」してるから
"ai"shiteru kara
愛で 愛で いっぱいになって
ai de ai de ippai ni natte

ビビっと
bibitto
愛が 愛が 全身走って
ai ga ai ga zenshin hashitte
抱きしめたいよ 君を
dakishimetai yo kimi wo
まるごと 愛を 愛を
marugoto ai wo ai wo
存分にどうぞ
zonbun ni douzo
君だけに 今すぐ
kimi dake ni imasugu
結ばれる 運命ってこういうの
musubareru unmeitte kou iu no
なんか分かるんだ
nanka wakarunda
(さあ) 想うまま 描いていこ
(saa) omoumama egaite iko
(そう) 未来まで
(sou) mirai made
(愛ing)‐アイシテル‐
aishiteru

ココロが
kokoro ga
愛で 愛で 満杯になって
ai de ai de manpai ni natte
抱きしめたいよ 君を
dakishimetai yo kimi wo
もぎたて 愛を 愛を 存分にどぞ
mogitate ai wo ai wo zonbunni douzo
君だけに 向かうよ
kimidake ni mukauyo

手を繋ぐ「温度」愛しいよ
te wo tsunagu "ondo" itoshii yo
絶対離さない
zettai hanasanai
(さあ) 育ててこう 倍にして
(saa) sodatetekou bainishite
(そう) 未来ごと
(sou) mirai goto
(愛ing)‐アイシテル‐
aishiteru
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Some extra info about the dance moves of  <愛ing~アイシテル>:
(1) JUMP all hold hands in a line <3
(2) There's a part (apparenty the opening) in the song where Yuto lean his whole body on Yama-chan and then cross his legs~ Kyaaa~ Yamajima -3-

YabuHika---->
In yesterday's concert (10th April), before Hikaru performed his solo "Gentles", Yabu went over and bit Hika's shoulder! Wooo~ What a hungry wolf, Yabu-kun = =+

In addition, as some of you might have known, <To the Freedom> was performed in the concert.
The song was actually put into the concert set list by YabuHika themselves!
TTvTT Thank you, YabuHika~ Thanks for always remembering the Ya-Ya-yah times QAQ~!!
(When they performed this song, YabuHika were embracing each other's shoulders! Their faces were so close together~ Kyaaa <333)

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XP I'm actually quite busy recently... Hope I can find some time to update more about the concert -3-
Seeya <3

 
 
Current Music: To the Freedom- YabuHika
 
 
stevenica
27 November 2010 @ 08:45 pm
 Have been kinda busy so can't do much to celebrate this great day...
but I think the screencap below speaks for itself..............=v=

2010.11.27
Best Wishes to this Naked Married-Old-Couple~~~ <3333

Yabu loves washing his pretty wife Hikari-chan -3- And Hika loves to be cleaned by his Yabu Hubby -3-



...People, I demand a YabuHika NC-17 fic = =+++ This screencap is surely some huge inspirations = =+++
 
 
stevenica
17 September 2010 @ 02:56 pm

SUMMARY 2010 ------ 2010.08.29 YABUHIKA REPORT
During the last show of Summary this year, something cute & raburabu happened XD
Sweet magic happened towards the end of the show... ... ... ...

From balcony 3, Hikaru asked for something… … … …

Hika: Well then, Yabu.
At last, …Throw (me) an air CHU~
 (投げCHUして) (in the voice Hika used for voicing his puppy<3)


For a moment, Yabu seemed to forget he’s in public LOL
so he was responding to his Hika’s request… … … …
Yabu: He…Here I go~~ (い、いくぞ~っ/i…ikuzo~)


Nevertheless, when Yabu was about to blow a kiss,
he suddenly realized what he was doing in front of the crowd… … …Out of embarrassment, …


Yabu: You’re sickening! YOU’re kidding me! Why on earth must I do this !?



However, Hikari-chan wouldn’t give up so easily… … …=v=
Hika: *GIVE~~ME~~ an air kiss~  (投げCHUちょーだい) (still in puppy voice<3)
(*ちょうだい [頂戴/choudai]--- the form of “give me” Hika used is more commonly used by female or children. It’s like an order kinda tone used between ppl who are close together<3)

Yabu: Why am I supposed to do it to you yo!?
How disgusting (キモい/kimoi)! I won’t do it to the fans either~!



………….AND THEN…………….despite what Yabu'd said... ... ...

Yabu blew an air KISS towards Hikaru O///O!!!!!!

Hika then got kinda excited (o///o). Feeling so very satisfied, he left the stage~

As for Yabu who's being left on stage, he was too ashamed of what he just did.
Therefore, to uphold a man's pride LOL, Yabu pretended to feel disgusted lol


Yabu: (rubbing both arms) Samui~~ Samui~~ (= cold~ cold)
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Later on, our good boy Yuto went teasing Yabu for the air kiss XD

Yuto: Yabu kun~ Yabu kun! I also want an air kiss -3- (藪くん藪くん。僕も投げちゅー欲しい)

Even though Yabu responded with something like "If it's Yuto, then it's okay anytime",
he actually rejected Yuto and did NOT blow him a kiss in the end!
(Yabu basically said that to provoke Hika only =v= I know I know~~~)

Not only did Yuto NOT get the CHU from Yabu...
Yabu didn’t even give the fans this fan-service…!!! T__T~ (he even said he wouldn't TAT)
Awww… yappari Hikari-chan is Yabu’s SPECIAL ONE ne<333
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In addition, when they performed INFINITY, YabuHika kinda embraced each other~~ <3
It seemed that it was Hika who held out his arms first =//=
They did sth similar during UMP as well <333

For reference, ... ...

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Currently in the process of typing up another YYJ recording REPO~
Spoiler:
Another flying KISS from Yabu!!! ...not asked by anyone this time = =+
Plus MUCH MORE<3
Please look forward to it -3- Arigatou m(_  _)m



 


 
 
stevenica
01 August 2010 @ 05:00 pm

25th JULY 2010-  HSJ@ KAT-TUN Concert MC TALK

Kame: Different from minna, these guys were all born in Hei Sei yo!

Taguchi: Nah nah. Among all there are some born in Hei Sei as well. (laughed)

Kame: Yabu!

Yabu: Hai (laughed)

Kame: You’ve grown so tall ~! What’s your head to body ratio?

Koki: About 8 heads, right?

Kame: Your body build will just be different if you’re born in Hei Sei.
Koki (being) beside (Yabu) is so tiny! (laughed)

Koki: (having noticed the height difference on screen, smiled embarrassedly)

Kame: Yabu used to be so tiny, too ~ Singing “Sekai ga hitotsu ni naru made”~~~

Yabu: So nostalgic. (laughed)

Kame: Say Yabu, (in the past) once I sat down on the sofa in the gakuya (楽屋/resting room), he would run over and sit on my lap, saying “Nose! Pi~” whatsoever. Then just pinch my nose! Ano…since then, has already grown up so much…

Yabu: (laughed)

Taguchi: Yabu’s face is so small yo…

Kame: (looking at Yabu’s SERIOUSLY ripped jeans) Won’t you go buy a (new) pair of jeans?

Yabu: Oh , this? I’ve always been asked by everybody like that.

Kame: I’d once worn ripped jeans and been told by Johnny san, “YOU…THIS…I’ll buy you a new pair!” like that!

Yabu: When I wore this pair of jeans and went on the train, a child said “This man’s jeans are so worn out yo!” !!!

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Kame: Who’s the Leader (of HSJ)?

JUMP (- Yabu): It’s Yabu-kun

Yabu: Hai~ It’s me

Kame: Yabu’s the leader?

Yabu: Can I still not be? (ß since all JUMP members shouted his name XD Yabu couldn’t say NO XD)

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Yabu: It’s the first album!

Kame: Those (singles) up till now are all included?

JUMP: Yes, included.

Yuya: Ano ano~ “Shadow” as well!

Kame: Shadow!

JUMP: Included!

Kame: Shadow… That is…Hidarime Tantei EYES?!

Yama-chan: It should be Hidarime Tantei EYE (laughed)

Yuya: EYES…then it’d become both eyes (but not only the left one)~!

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Kame: Hikaru, why don’t you say anything?

Hika: Eh? May I say something?

Kame: Then just don’t say. = =+

Hika: Ehhh~~~ Nah, I wanna speak.

Kame: You don’t have to. =v=

Hika: I wanna talk~~~

Koki: Hikaru gives an impression of being good at talking in a Hey!Say!JUMP concert. Yet, since here isn’t your own show and venue, you won’t speak much, right?

Hika: Aw~ That’s right. Since there’re minna from KAT-TUN, I wanna stay more maturely.

Kame: Ano… We’ve known each other since we’re younger, isn’t it? Hence, it just feels so amazing now! You’ve grown much taller, too.

Kame: Hikaru was so kawaii when he was in Jr.~

Nakamaru: So kawaii~

Kame: So kawaii indeed~! Such tiny thing with chubby face, even has got double-tooth~ Coming from Sendai and looked like knowing nothing at all =v=

Hika: Oh~ I was really kawaii in the past ne~

Koki: Saying such thing yourself! XD;

Kame: Saying “Kamenashi-kun~ Kamenashi-kun” while coming over and sitting on my lap, isn’t it?

Hika: You still remember those things ^^?

Kame: I do yo. I knocked the head of Hikaru who sat on my lap with my finger where I wore a ring. It seemed it hurt so much that he just burst out crying while kept saying “Kamenashi-kun, it hurts so much~ Please don’t do this T__T”. Since it’s toooo cute, I repeated doing it a few times =v=+

Hika: It really hurt a lot when you knocked my head with that ring! T__T
I seriously cried yo!

Nakamaru: Oh! I remember that! Afterwards, I asked Hikaru “Why are you crying?” and among KAT-TUN, “Who made you cry?”.
He didn’t say it was Kame but pointed at me and said it’s me! Eventually it’d become MY FAULT!!! TAT

Kame: At those times, Hikaru looked really like Nakamaru ne~

Hika: Sou desu~ Always been told such thing.

Nakamaru: Face?

Hika:Yea.

Nakamaru: Indeed look alike ne~! The Nose~

Koki: The systems are probably the same~ = =+

Hika: I had been told all the time such thing when I was in Jr.
It’d even made myself think that “Ah~ I look like Nakamaru-kun~”

Kame: Totally not look alike now. Growing up is really an amazing thing~
As Hikaru grows up, your nose isn’t as obvious ne ^^

Hika: Really? That’s great =DDD

Nakamaru: How great! Mine is growing every year DDDX

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Koki: Ano… Ueda~ Why are you staying so far away?

Ueda: Nah~ It’s just… because I haven’t talked to everyone (HSJ) like this. I do wanna talk to everybody.

Kame: (asked HSJ) Have you ever talked with Ueda?

JUMP: Ano… didn’t really have the chance to…

Kame: Didn’t we all get along together during Jr. period???

Ueda: Well…the only thing I remember was that… I kept saying to Hikaru “You look so much like Nakamaru!” and made him cry, this incident (laughed)

Hika: I was told the same time by so many people that I looked like Nakamaru-kun… so I cried XP

Nakamaru: Hey!!! I ain’t bringing you to eat yaki-niku anymore = =+

Hika: Iya~ Don’t be like that DDX

Nakamaru: I go having yaki-niku with Hikaru once every half a year yo~

Someone(?): Nose Combi(nation) (鼻コンビで) together?! XDDD

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Taguchi: Since you (HSJ) specially came over today, let’s go for a meal together afterwards ^^

JUMP: …oh, hontossu ka (really mean so)?!

Kame: Just now when Taguchi said “let’s go for a meal together”, there were only 2 persons replying “hontossuka”. There are so many people but only 2 of them… XD (laughed)

Taguchi: yeah ^3^

Kame: Moreover, the way of saying “hontossuka” seemed to include the feeling of “unwillingness” (laughed)

Taguchi: (laughed)

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Kame: (to JUMP who’re gonna leave the stage) Please definitely enjoy yourselves after this ^^

JUMP: Sure!

Kame: They’re Hey!Say!JUMP!

JUMP: Thanks everyone (looked towards the props used in the Going!-performance)

Koki: Hey that way is the exit! You can’t go inside there yo!

Nakamaru: If you go inside, you’ll end up in a different space!

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Maru is just bullied by everyone XDDD

Kame is just a nice big bro of yabu/hika even he'd made lil' Hikari-cha cried =v=
LOL @Hika for crying over being told he's Maru look-alike XDDD

Ueda is so Ueda. (ii comment, isn't it XD?!)

...and hey@@! When has JUMP got a LEADER??? lol


P.S. The MC talk translation is not 100% in order or their exact wordings. Thanks.
 
 
Current Music: Infinity (YabuHika ver.)
 
 
stevenica
25 June 2010 @ 02:21 pm
HAVEN'T FINISHED translating the whole interview...
This is just half of the interview...so
REMEMBER TO CHECK BACK for the 2nd half soon or later ^__^
The whole thing's done! =DDD
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A MUST READ INTERVIEW OF YABU x HIKA~!!!!!
Evidence & Proof that YabuHika are already married OvO
Both of them admit so XDDD Ahahahaha~~~

Hika fangirling Yabu moments... Yabu confessing about who's his true love...
YabuHika's fated love...Yabu's love at first sight meeting Hikaru... Hikaru agreeing with everything said by his idol Yabu... Yabu wanting to control Hika's sensations ... ...etc etc

YOU WILL REGRET if you miss this~! Must read = =+
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Hika:Being HUSBAND & WIFE... ... )
 
 
stevenica
11 June 2010 @ 03:38 pm


INFINITY...DREAMER................
In celebration of the reveal of full track list, I am so stupid to have made this LOL
Pretty wife Yabu Hikaru and Kakkoi husband Yabu Kota XDDD

A Larger view of Pretty Hikari-chan<333 )


 
 
stevenica
03 June 2010 @ 01:41 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ARCHIE [info]hikarinoniji <333
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THIS IS A MEANINGLESS POST...silly post just for flailing myself *0*

The latest TV Guide's amazing!!!
TOTALLY NOSEBLEED Looking At my lovely half-naked JUMP babies <333
Yabu-kun, Yuto-kun~ Hikari-chan, Yama-chan, Chii~ Ryuu~~~=3=


 

CLICK TO GET INSIDE IF YOU'RE OVER-17 lol )
 
 
Current Location: EITO'S 楽屋
 
 
stevenica

 I am sorry to everyone for making this non-fandom-related depressing post.

I...I just can't take it anymore... ...I'm so useless.
It's only such a lil' problem... yet, I just still haven't coped with it or recovered from that after so long...
When can I stop crying and whinning about it...
Why have I been waking up feeling suffocating for daysss...
*pants...difficult to respirate & breathe*


No matter how large the wound is, it should have been healed after all these days...
Why is there still a huge pain in my heart? It's tearing me into pieces...shattering my world.
I have already broken down...I've already drown myself in tears for numerous time...
Nevertheless, the torture seems to be neverending... as long as my heart's still beating.
Living dead... when and how could I get my life back... ...
JUST STAB RIGHT INTO MY HEART ALREADY, ONEGAI~ *heart's dripping blood*


***
Why didn't you just do it in one go & shoot me right there?
Why did you go cutting all over the other parts of my body instead?
You cut me open here and there...but I'm still bleeding love.
You didn't witness any bleeding though... you didn't even do that for your entertainment.
I wasn't even recognized by you when you did so.
You simply left me wounds & bruises...then you're gone.
Not even taking another glimpse of this seriously injured person... well, am I even a person?

I thought you said you loved me, Yabu-kun...

Why did I even believe in your childish words...you're spoiled, Kota.
"I can't stop thinking 'bout you...not even a sec."
"I must stay sticking with you like nattou~"
"There's no way I can get you off my mind...can't concentrate on my study."
"I love you, Hikari-chan."

Well yeah... those sweet evil words did come from your poisonous lips, they did.
I guess you did mean so when they slipped from your mouth. I did not doubt.
And I still don't...
'coz I've understood now.
I realised what my existence'd been meaning for you all those times.

I was just a piece of your old toy.


A cure for a lonesome heart of a highschool student back then.
That's why you used to bring me along going here, there and everywhere.
Holding my hands just like a child picks up his/her beloved piece of toy.
You talked to me. You cooked with me. You dined with me.
Even put me by your side to accompany you during your revisions.

I was just a tool or a product for you to get rid of your stress & boredom.
When you were under pressure, you got your mind refreshed by pecking on my lips.
When you were suffering from solitariness, you tried gaining some love by brushing your lips across mine.
Or just...when you felt like it, you went kissing me all over.
Even when I was not amused.

I existed for your pleasure, for the sake of your own desire.
I was just a kissable plushie you owned.
Hence, there's no way I would make any objections.
Even I couldn't help frowning when you nibbled too hard, I still wouldn't make a single word of complain.
Kota, I love you, you know?
この人やったら、虐められてもいいと思ったら*...
Could you hear me?

You couldn't, right...
'coz I was just a piece of non-living toy.
Ever in human history, the owner controls whatever he/she'd like to do with the doll.
Never the other way round...
Whatever disappointment, sadness or feeling of hurt filled up the doll inside, it will still please its owner with the forever smile on its face.
Even if it's crying silently under the cloth & cotton...

On top of that, I want to add...
Not only because I couldn't talk that I didn't stop whatever you did to me...
I obey you, Kota. Your wish is my command.
If it's what you wanted, I'm willing to be tortured by you...as long as you're in front of my eyes.
As long as you're there.

I love you. I truly did and I really do.

I was there for you when you needed.
I never made a sound when you were treating me any way you wanted.
I didn't push you away once no matter what you did on top of me.
I dedicated myself, my heart to you.

But why...why did you still abandon me in the end?
What did I do as a result I have to be punished by you?

I can't even say you've "betrayed" me...I have NO RIGHTS to use that word, do I?
Being your doll should have realised earlier that THE DAY would come... ...

When your owner found a piece of newly manufactured latest toy, or, when he/she's grown up and got a real-human-lover, you should be prepared...be ready that you'd be dumped.
Be kicked aside to the corner or be thrown into the bin... crashing into pieces.

I wasn't prepared for that, Kota.
You gave me false hope...making me feel like pinocchio could really be turned into a real human with flesh and blood.
You created so many illusions for me that I'd been feeling like a human girl when we were together.

You bought me so many gifts and presents, didn't you?
They're all so precious to me. I treasure each and every piece of them.
Anyhow, now I got the clearer picture...
The pretty clothes, glossy lipsticks or accessories you've given me were only like what a child would buy for a Barbie doll, eh? To dress it up beautifully for your own eye candy?!

But then, you'd also brought me to the fantasy world of Disneyland theme park...
I was so scared of the roller coaster ride but I still got on it as you wanted me to...and you're by my side.
We had so much fun with Mickey & Minnie. We took many pictures from attraction to attraction.
And we also had some cherishable memories under the astonishing beautiful sky of fireworks.
...Was this memorable day not even a date? I was even anticipating so much a month ahead...


Do all these mean NOTHING AT ALL to you? ...while they mean everything to me at the same time?!
Was I too blinded by the illusion of love you once offered me with...?

Even if I could try repressing all the above into my unconsciousness...
There is no way I could forget that particular night.

If I were just a doll...if you've already found your human-partner by then...
THEN WHY? WHY...
Why did you still have me sleeping by your side in that...hotel room that night?
That specific hotel room which has a massage bath tub and... ...only 1 king-sized bed.

What were the caressing and biting... What were the touching and kissing...
Why did you even bother to wrap around and put your weight on my fragile waist... ... ...

Why did you...sleep with me before your departure? If you were to leave...then WHY?!

Why...

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I want to tell you...I wish I could tell you, my Yabu-kun...that...
Even you left me soaking myself in my pool of tears every day since the day I was abandoned,
I did not regret it. I still value all we've experienced together.
That might be a horrible vivid nightmare but...it was such a sweet nightmare, you know.

I wish you all well with your human-lover now.
Though it's indescribably painful for me, here alone...all by myself.
Yet, I still hope you happy.
It doesn't really matter that much to what extent I was torn apart by your renouncement...
As long as you're happy, I will still keep silent and complain not.
It still hurts like hell...however,
I will only sob quietly... I won't intrude your new life without me.

but

Kota, I miss you.

I will always be your doll.
Just pick me up again anytime when you need it and throw it aside when you don't.
You are welcome to repeat these processes as many times as you wish.

I won't complain.

I am just your piece of toy anyway.

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A few words from me: Sorry if this has made anyone worried... ...
Though I dun deny I'm actually Hikari-chan... ...I am fine.
So....well, just read it as a fic and forget about it =w= Thanks a lot.

* この人やったら、虐められてもいいと思ったら means
[[If it's this person who did it, then I guess it's alright for me to be tortured]]
It's actually a quote from...Ryo-chan .__. M M M M M~!!!

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